Well friends, I've decided to throw you a bonus story on this wild ride of seduction because we all know gender isn't fluid and I'd be lying if I told you that my soul has never manifested beyond the mango men. After all it is called The Mango Men & Other Manifestations. This time, it was a mango woman and sweet baby, was she a sexy handful.
I knew the minute I laid my eyes on her, she was going to be mine. Once a huntress always a huntress. I was tired of the regular masculines and found myself falling in love with a woman who I never saw coming but our souls definitely knew each other.
She was sultry, long black wavy hair, Latina, big brown eyes and had a fit body with curvy hips. She was also my fitness trainer at the time and I didn't know it then but clearly her telling me what to do was the quickest way to my heart. We fell for each other fast. Friends for quite some time until one night we planned a group dinner at a local vegan spot and all 8 of our friends decided to bail last minute as we stood on the sidewalk and decided whether or not we should still have dinner.
So, it was just me and her ordering food alone. You could cut the sexual tension with a knife. I could feel this hot wave of visions taking over my body, it was like I could hear the future loudly in my head. It was hard to focus while she swirled her glass and spoke at the same time. Biting her lip on occasion and looking away laughing. She's a tease and she knows it and I'm in big f&%$#%@ trouble. I can't resist a tease.
When two femmes with that type of magnetic energy meet, its like a cosmic explosion that leaves everything around you in shambles but we were too naive to know it then and too in love to care.
So, this beautiful relationship landed in my lap after I had left a long term fiasco and was ready to truly love and live. Both of us were witches at heart so we loved meeting under the night sky at the beach for walks, dinner and the occasional sweaty love making on the sandy beaches. Until one time we got a little carried away and noticed a creepy man staring at us in the distance. Shortly after, we both manifested new places that we completely loved. It felt like we were on the same wavelength.
She was younger than me and our friends were a bit different but our love was deep. To be honest, it was the happiest I had been for a very long time. Feminines have a way of knowing you intimately but differently than masculines. At least she did. Our spirituality also made us damn near inseparable. Channeling spirits and divining together. At one point we grew our businesses together but then when things started to get really good, in walked her ex.
I swear people keep their exes like they keep pets. They never know how to take care of them, but they loveee keeping them around. They might shit on their carpet, f%$# up a few relationships, but they love them just the same.
I have no issue with people keeping their exes around, if and only if they can give a solid reason other than "I value our relationship," or simply "we've been friends forever and dated so long ago." If it was so long ago, why are they here? People never seem to want to answer that question or be able to answer, what it is that they're actually getting out of maintaining the relationship that supersedes building a foundation without drama with the person you're currently with? Please speak loudly into the mic so everyone in the back can hear you.
Ahh but this threatens their security blanket. What they mean to say is, "I'm incapable of moving on from the past and have low self-worth so I hold on to ties that make me feel valued and then self-sabotage my future." Buh dum bum! Of course, we can't always articulate ourselves the best in the moment and sometimes the steamy s#& makes it a little hard to hold our boundaries. Yes I mean me.
Somedays I would come home to a candle lit pathway, red roses leading me to a beautiful spread of sushi and all my favorite chocolates. After dinner I was blindfolded with a silky scarf as I was led down the hallway and strapped to the bed for hours as we lost ourselves in pleasure.
Other days, I would surprise her with a strip tease, a homemade dinner and an enchanted movie night with bean bags and our favorite projector. Life was pretty perfect and when we weren't ravenously making love in the kitchen, having a delicious snack or two while the other person covered their mouth as to not to disturb the neighbors, we were traveling with our dogs but still people around us made it so challenging to fully be free.
We started to have financial issues that made different sides of us come out. There were also a few of her friends who were causing issues that made it hard to spend time together. I wasn't as social but she was. It became glaringly obvious that maybe our lives were not as perfect as we thought.
The longer we were together, the worse our luck got. The universe was separating us. I could feel it coming with a massive divine intervention. I couldn't tell when but it wasn't going to be pretty. One night while I was sleeping next to her in her place, I could feel an evil presence in her house. She said she was having horrible night terrors. Her and her family always see awful spirits. Not the kind you want to see. Attachments that are lost in the darkness.
While we were sleeping, I could feel a masculine spirit put their hands around my neck. I was awake but couldn't breathe. She was also awake but unable to move. We were just looking at each other frightened until I could get the spirit off of me.
Once it left, she wrapped her arms around me quickly. Something felt really off. She said that was the spirit that had been following her almost her whole life. Turned out he had tried to take her life in many other lifetimes. So I drew out the spirit, commanded it into my space & trapped it. It fought me for awhile, 3 days then eventually I banished it and pulled the rest of the energy out of her body.
My good friend and I cleared the rest of the spirits out and we moved to a new home but the intervention was already well underway. Poverty hit, it hit her business first, then tried to hit mine. The ancestors told me to use some of my money to go to Costa Rica, they didn't say why but it was for an awakening. I needed it for what was about to come next.
A reader had told me this was all supposed to happen this way and that I needed to leave but I couldn't do it. I loved her too much even if it meant I would lose everything. All of my plants started dying, money was leaving, I was divinely hit by a car that decided to make a u-turn while in the turning lane and double back to smash my side of the door. I was then hospitalized twice and I still couldn't do it.
I suggested we stay in separate rooms, so I could take space. I slept on the ground so she could have the bed. Everyday I prayed and everyday I got new messages and awakenings for what was coming. I started to see and hear my future. It was bright but I had to leave.
I sat on the floor crying and said to myself "I hope she just breaks up with me today." Five mins later a knock on my door, her asking to break up. All I said was okay and that I agreed. My prayers were being answered.
I started to get a lot of spiritual attacks after that for awhile. It wasn't her physical self, but her energetic self. This was the first time I met my Sibyl family who came to help protect me. Latin & Asian healers began to pop up as well and opportunities started flowing. I warded my room and slept surrounded in candles and grieved most nights. She grieved as well. We decided that the last few nights we would sleep in the same bed. Nothing romantic but to just say goodbye. We knew we'd never see each other again.
We shared one last kiss before she left. No hard feelings, just doing what was best for both of us. A lesson learned. Not too long after that, my entire career took off and I never looked back.
🔥 Fact or Fiction?
Alright, my loves… 🌹 You’ve followed me through the Mango Men, but now I’ve confessed my Mango Woman. Was she real? My sultry, spellbinding trainer with lips that tasted like fire and rituals that almost broke us both? Or did my ancestors slip me into a fever dream of femme power, shadow spirits, and sandy seductions?
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Tarot Breakdown – Death
* Upright (Scorpio Energy): Transformation, sensual rebirth, shedding old skin, liberation through endings, erotic alchemy.
* Reversed (Scorpio Shadow): Resistance to change, toxic attachments, fear of letting go, obsession with what’s already dead.
