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We tend to remember Moses after everything worked.

Staff raised.Sea parted.Victory secured.

But Exodus tells a messier truth.

Moses didn’t feel confident.He didn’t feel capable.He didn’t even want the assignment.

He argued with God.He named his limitations.He asked God—more than once—to send someone else.

And still… God said, It’s gotta be you.

This song lives in that moment before obedience feels noble.Before faith feels calm.Before anything looks resolved.

That’s why it doesn’t sound gentle.

The industrial grit.The protest energy.The stomp-stomp-clap that refuses to smooth itself out.

That’s not rebellion—it’s resistance being dragged forward by obedience.

This track isn’t about confidence.It’s about going anyway.

About showing up with doubts intact.About needing help.About repeating the same hard step because God hasn’t changed the call.

This is what obedience sounds like before it feels holy.

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Lyrics:

“Go Anyway”

Verse 1I said, Lord, You’ve got the wrong nameI don’t stand tall, I don’t speak cleanI see the cracks before the callingI know exactly what I’m not meant to beYou didn’t praise my hesitationYou didn’t flatter what I lackYou just stood firm in the silenceAnd told me there was no way back

Pre-ChorusI thought faith would feel like courageTurns out it feels like standing stillWhile You keep pointing at the doorwaySaying, Go—whether you will or won’t

ChorusSo I’ll go anywayNot because I’m readyI’ll walk anywayNot because I’m braveI don’t feel strongI don’t feel sureBut obedience movesWhen confidence never shows up at allSo I’ll go anyway

Verse 2I said, Lord, what if they don’t listenWhat if they see right through my fearWhat if my voice just falls apartWhen truth is supposed to sound clearYou said, truth doesn’t need performanceAnd power doesn’t need my toneI’m not asking for your certaintyI’m asking for your yes—then go

Pre-ChorusYou don’t wait for my agreementYou don’t argue me convincedYou just keep naming me the oneEven when I’m still resisting it

ChorusSo I’ll go anywayWith my doubts still breathingI’ll stand anywayWith my hands still shakingI don’t feel chosenI don’t feel strongBut obedience walksEven when confidence is goneSo I’ll go anyway

Verse 3You gave me help when I protestedA voice when mine ran dryYou didn’t change the destinationYou just sent someone to stand besideYou never asked me to be fearlessYou never asked me to be loudYou asked me not to disappearWhen calling pressed too hard

BridgeMaybe faith is not assuranceMaybe it’s refusing to retreatMaybe confidence is optionalBut obedience still has feetMaybe seas don’t part on courageMaybe hearts resist and stallMaybe faith is just returningEvery time You call

ChorusSo I’ll go anywayNot feeling worthyI’ll walk anywayStill uncertainI don’t need courageI don’t need a signI just need to trustThat You already knew my mindSo I’ll go anyway

OutroI won’t wait to feel convincedOr bold or justifiedI’ll go like Moses went—Reluctant… but aliveIf You say it’s gotta be meThen that’s enough todayI don’t need confidence, LordI’ll go anyway



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