If you’ve been following this podcast, then you already know this space is sacred to me.I don’t speak just to speak.I speak when my soul needs to say something.And today… it needs to say this.
You know… I’ve walked through fire the past two years.Not the kind you run from the kind you stand in.The kind that forces you to stop fixing the outsideand finally look inward.There were so many moments where my reality didn’t reflect the work I was doing on the inside.And still… I showed up.Even when I was aching.Even when I wanted to scream.Even when I couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnelI still showed up.I kept speaking life.I kept believing in something better.I kept trusting that my angels weren’t just watching me they were guiding me.And I was being led, even when I didn’t understand the route.
As I laid on the massage table today, I thought about how far I’ve come.How many times my angels praised me not for being perfect,but for being faithful.For staying the course.For holding the vision when it would’ve been easier to just…give up.I thought about how peace lives in me now.Not because the world changed but because I did.Because I decided I was done letting external chaos control my internal state.I stopped running to the field to feel peace…because the field is in me now.And in that moment, I cried.Not from pain but from recognition.This… is embodiment.This is what it means to live from the inside out.
So if you’re listening to this…and your reality still looks like a war zonewhile your spirit is trying to bloomjust know I’ve been there.And I’m telling you right now:Your patience is not in vain.Your becoming is not going unnoticed.And your angels?They are watching everything and they are proud of you.Because showing up when nothing is changing…That’s a quiet kind of bravery most people will never understand.But you do.
Reality may shake…But I don’t break.I hold the line.I still show up in faith.
It took me two years of walking through fire to feel like this.To know my worth.To live from peace.To remember who I am beyond the noise and the roles and the struggle.So if that’s where you are now tired… but still showing up this episode is your mirror.You’re not alone.You’re not behind.You’re just being carved into the version of youwho never breaks only bends, grows, and blooms again.
Thank you for being here.Thank you for doing the work that no one sees.And thank you for still showing up.This is Episode 4.And it’s dedicated to the ones who stayed soft,stayed open,and stayed presenteven when it hurt.I love you.And I see you.Until next time,This is your girl Renee,and this is It Is Done.
