In this powerful episode of Inside College Soccer, SRUSA’s Don Williams sits down with Dr. Ryan Swanson, professor and author of A Beautiful Shame — a deeply personal and riveting book chronicling the final season of men’s soccer at the University of New Mexico.



This story isn't just about a game. It’s about identity, sacrifice, and what happens when a successful program is abruptly cut from a university's future.



With unprecedented access to the team, Dr. Swanson captures the voices of athletes, administrators, and legendary coach Jeremy Fishbein, the winningest coach in UNM history with a record of 161-87-45. The book highlights the raw emotion, cultural impact, and deeper meaning behind college soccer in America.



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