This week, I celebrate my mom's heavenly birthday. Although 19 years hasn't made the pain lessen, I choose to focus on the incredible good that has come from her life and her death but I didn't always feel this way. It took some years of growing my faith and understanding that God truly knows best. It's been a process maturing my relationship with God, but one well worth the journey. If you are struggling to let go or understand more about growing your faith than this episode is for you! For show notes, how to get a free custom journal, and more: http://reneeteller.com/growingyourfaith/