This weeks episode is about the utility of therapy.
The group is for men who were sexually abused as children. The moderator asked the question , “Why come to therapy?”
It was after the session I began to analyze the people in my life outside of the group and to what value or happiness they added to my life. I wanted to know if I was satisfied or if that was even possible.
As a suicide, I also began to deal with non-linear time; the ability to go back and do things differently or remove mistakes as to change the outcomes for those involved.
Finally, with Me, Myself, and I, I concluded I was the impediment to that desired end. I am handicapped mentally and emotionally and have no right to continue to blame the teacher that raped me for those things I have done as an adult.
