Have you ever heard the term what I ordered versus what I got?? Well, that was me just a little while ago. I found myself in a marriage with a complete stranger and not a nice one at that. How did I feel?? I'm glad that you asked, I felt confused, angry, frustrated, hurt, scared, perplexed, overwhelmed, and mad as heck. But in the midst of all that I knew that I had a choice, to make. How am I supposed to live through this without dishonoring myself & God? Who do I tell? Should I tell? How do I make sense of this?? Well luckily God, does not feel overwhelmed by anything, I had to give it to him because it was above me. Abuse is so subtle it doesn't happen all at once but it chips away at your soul. You don't owe it to your abuser to protect them, lie for them, or keep their secrets. It can be detrimental to your mind body & spirit. Join me to have this conversation! Follow me on IG, FB, YOUTUBE, and subscribe to my newsletter. Greater is he that is in me that is in the world! It's only up from here. @rippedrattledandrose #Mentalhealth #Womanhood #Sisterhood #Purpose. Be as kind to yourself as you are to other people! National Domestic Abuse # 800- 799-7233