Eugene begins by asking: “What are we going to talk about tonight?”
An audience member asks about the ‘Bardo Thodol’, the ‘Tibetan Book of the Dead’.
He draws a circle and puts an arrowhead on the circumference to show that it is going round.
Without circumscription, there would be no ‘ground of being’. (‘Ground’ is G-round: the going round of energy.) Opposite to the ‘dead’ are the ‘quick’, the ‘wicca’. He uses the mnemonic of ‘Whicker’s World’ (a popular TV programme at the time,) WICR: ‘Worship is Continual Remembrance’. Remembrance of what? To remember is to re-member, a member of self-consciousness. The circle represents ‘continual remembrance’ as we run round it in our minds. A circle includes and excludes. It includes the finite and limitation, it excludes the infinite and limitlessness.
A circle can also be represented by the word ‘ON’. This is an ancient word for the sphere of the Sun, and is seen in ‘Babylon’ and Aton. We all begin life as a sphere, as an egg. Although now elongated, the sphere of the egg still surrounds us in the form of our skin.
Science now accepts that there is only energy, but has not yet accepted that energy is sentient. It feels, and through feeling knows its own state. Sentience means to know by feeling. Feeling is our primordial mode of awareness. We are inside a skin, we are made of energy, and that energy feels itself and therefore you feel that you are a being. This feeling of being is simply that the skin provides a resistance. Your energy reflects back from the skin to the centre, carrying with it the memory of impinging on the skin.
He asks the audience: “How does an Infinite Power, which is infinitely sentient, feel to Itself?” Answer: “Absolutely dreadful.” Because of its enormity and responsibility. This state of ‘dread’ is
anxiety. (German word ‘angst’. ) The Infinite, Sentient Power, prior to creation, is in a state of infinite anxiety.
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