The soul wants what it wants which is to be as whole as possible at all times. Human experience on a planet of duality can throw a spanner in the works if we lack awareness of the power of mastery of thought and emotion. No one else is to blame and there is no need to justify or defend. It's all on you, after all.
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Thanks for listening! the Animals say "Together we are One."