by David Chadwick
One of the things I love to do at our church is to invite people to come to the altar and place their burdens, hurts, hangups, and sins at the foot of the cross. The wonderful cross.
This series is going to be very special and deeply personal. Over the next couple of weeks, we are going to look at the top 20 things that people wrote down on notecards at our Service of Darkness this past April. These are real anguishes that people inside of our local church anonymously laid at the foot of the cross during some of our ministry times. As you read along, I pray that God brings healing to some of the real needs that people are facing right now. I also pray that he will not only remove your sin or pain, but that he will replace it with something good!
Let’s start with doubt. There is good doubt and bad doubt. Good doubt provokes people to find answers. Someone once said that good doubt can be the ants in the pants of faith. It motivates you to find meaning where you have questions, which, in turn, builds your faith.
Look at Thomas as an example of good doubt in John 20. After Jesus’s death, his heart was filled with doubt. He ran from his community of faith. When he finally returned to be with the other disciples, he heard the news that Jesus had returned in resurrection glory, but he continued to walk in good doubt. He said that unless he could touch Jesus’s nail-pierced hands and sword-stabbed side, he wouldn’t believe it. But when Jesus appeared to him, the text says that Thomas immediately believed. His doubt finally led him to belief! And there’s no evidence he ever touched Jesus’s wounds.
But bad doubt is a crippling tactic of the enemy. It lingers. It leads you into a pit where you never seek and never find answers. It makes you question God, his existence, the promises in his Word, the veracity of Scripture, or this really big one…his goodness. When Satan can get you to question the goodness of God, despair enters. Ultimately, it leads to unbelief, something that Jesus rebuked repeatedly throughout Scripture. He knew that a cemented unbelief always leads to a hardening of heart, a blaspheming of the Spirit, and an eternity in hell. James 1:6-8 says that doubt without answers is like someone caught in a wave, being tossed to and fro.
So how do you overcome not only doubt but all of the issues we will look at in this series? First, you must totally commit your life to the Lord Jesus Christ, knowing confidently that you are not your own but bought with a price by the blood of Jesus (1 Corinthians 6:20).
Secondly, you must choose to believe. Jesus said to Thomas, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed” (John 20:29). Paul said in 2 Corinthians 5:7, “Blessed are those who walk by faith and not by sight.” Could it be that the greatest antidote to doubt is the childlike willingness to believe all God’s promises without having seen them? A willingness to take him at his word and know that his promises are true? A desire to use faith to conquer doubt? Yes, these are the ones who will truly be blessed.
Today’s Prayer of Confession: Father God, deliver me from evil. Remove doubt and replace it with BELIEF in the Lord Jesus, that I might be saved (Acts 16:31)!