A leadership calling can unravel faster than anyone expects.
Tim Meisenheimer sits down with Steve Carter, bestselling author and former lead teaching pastor at Willow Creek, to talk about integrity, grief, and what it means to choose the right path when the cost is public, painful, and personal.
Steve shares the story of preparing to step into one of the most visible church leadership roles in the country—only to watch it dissolve as scandal surfaced around his mentor and organization. In the middle of uncertainty, pressure, and loss, Steve was forced to confront a defining question: Would he choose what was easier, or what was right?
Anchored by the West Point Cadet Prayer's line "help us to choose the harder right," the conversation explores how values like integrity, humility, wisdom, and discernment become essential guides when fear clouds decision-making. Steve also opens up about grief—why you can't achieve your way out of it, why silence matters, and how seasons of waiting often become the soil where transformation takes root.
This conversation is for leaders, parents, and high-capacity people navigating loss, transition, or disappointment—and looking for a way forward that doesn't cost them their soul.
Why choosing the right thing is often hardest when identity and security are at stake
How values act as filters when fear and pressure distort decision-making
Why integrity is formed long before it's publicly tested
Why grief cannot be solved through productivity or achievement
How unprocessed grief quietly turns into resentment
The importance of honoring grief rather than rushing past it
How the framework of Good Friday, Silent Saturday, and Easter Sunday shapes a healthy theology of loss and hope
Why waiting is not wasted time, even when answers don't come quickly
How children and families learn courage by watching adults choose integrity
What surrender looks like when the future remains unclear
Grieve, Breathe, Receive — Steve Carter
A book on grief, loss, and learning how to receive life again after disappointment.
The Thing Beneath the Thing — Steve Carter
Exploring the deeper drivers beneath behavior, leadership, and decision-making.
The West Point Cadet Prayer
Referenced for the line: "Help us to choose the harder right instead of the easier wrong."
00:00 Introduction to Wealth Beyond Riches
01:02 Steve's Journey: From Dream Job to Crisis
02:58 Lessons from Career Transitions
04:59 The Harder Right: Integrity and Legacy
13:36 Guiding Values: Curiosity and Humility
20:07 Developing and Assessing Resources
22:02 Learning to Grieve
27:53 The Power of Surrender
31:23 Preparing for Transitions
