The first week of January holds two sacred and sobering anniversaries for Jen—and it's where her story begins.
This episode marks 11 years since a catastrophic car accident that physically broke her body and forced her to stop running, and one year since the loss of her daughter, Lily, born at 17 weeks. Together, these moments frame a story not just of grief—but of redemption.
In this raw and honest season opener, Jen shares how the accident that nearly took her life became the moment that slowed her down enough to face the pain and trauma she had been carrying. She reflects on years of layered loss—her parents, abuse, divorce, late miscarriages—and the long road of learning what it means to surrender control and choose healing instead of hiding.
This conversation is not about quick fixes or faith that makes life easy. It's about turning to the right things in the middle of it—choosing Christ, seeking help, renewing the mind, going to therapy, and allowing God to meet you in the mess. Jen speaks candidly about grief, guilt, shame, unanswered prayers, and the daily choice to keep standing when life doesn't make sense.
At the heart of this episode is redemption—not found in accomplishments, productivity, or "moving on," but in presence, obedience, and hope in Christ. It's about learning that peace doesn't come from control, but from surrender, and that even after profound loss, God can still bring purpose, healing, and light.
This episode is an invitation to start the new year differently—by being real, by choosing hope, and by trusting that even here, God is not done.
This podcast reflects personal experiences and faith-based perspectives. We are not medical professionals, counselors, or therapists. The content shared is for encouragement and conversation purposes only and should not be considered professional, medical, or mental health advice. If you are struggling, please seek support from a qualified professional or trusted care provider.
Episodes may contain heavy topics such as trauma, accidents, death, and suicide. Listener discreation is advised.
