You desire to build the confidence that’s within you.
You want to be able to meet new people in public social settings without being afraid to approach them.
You desire to get back to being “truly you” and to feel valuable and be admired in the community.
In order to do this you must become relaxed and then focus on what it is that you really want and need in your life. It is up to you to dedicate the time and make the necessary efforts towards your goals.