This episode was a wonderful impromptu conversation between my son, Hagan, and myself. I hope that you enjoy the banter and forgive us for not trying to fully articulate Christianity.
I would recommend reading Jesus' sermon on the mount in Matthew 5,6,7
and Romans chapter8 where Paul articulates the law and grace.
I pray that you recognize that God is blessing you. Sometimes we mistake suffering as not from God, but He uses all things too grow us stronger.