Pixie Steps was birthed in 2017 by Pixie Rose. In this episode, I share my story of how I launched my own intuitive business being a single mum. I share the lessons that showed me my truth, as well as the many, many healings I received to help bring me to this path.
For as long as I can remember I was obsessed with fairies.I am one of four girls. I choose parents that were self-medicating from their own traumas, and from this had a "colourful childhood" with many human experiences to learn and heal from. I experienced depression from a very young age. Before I was a teenager I experienced a family member choose to leave this life, and then as a teen I experienced more of these deaths from loved ones. Experiencing this helped to show me the ripple effect suicide causes, and thus changing my perception on what I wanted for myself and my family. So from a young age, I began healing from my traumas so that I could cope with living.
Sexuality was also a confusing area of my life that I didn't have a lot of support with. I never questioned my attractions for girls, but was unsure if I was attracted to guys, probably because I felt unsafe around men. I had repeated sexual assaults as a teenager, one experience of rape that I reported to the police. This experience sent me through a whirl wind of pain and self mutilating behaviors that only made my experiences worse. I stayed open to healing, throughout this time receiving counselling.
Through an amazing synchronicity, I was able to receive Emotional Freedom technique therapy and this helped me so much. Throughout my whole life so far, I was always interested in spirituality, more specifically witchcraft, yoga and anything to do with magic. Receiving this healing was really profound for me and I was able to truly begin my healing journey. I started healing the childhood traumas and this rape that I experienced when I was 15.
During this time, of going to court for my rape, I was involved in a youth group for same sex attracted young people. This was the one place I felt truly safe. I had support from different youth workers, and without this I don't know I would have made it. In school I was always bullied for many different things. I always felt like an alien. When I came out as bi, I was bullied for this. Then when word got around that I had been raped I was also bullied quite severely, I was called a liar and the stress of it all, I eventually dropped out out of school.
When I was 16 I became homeless, and then partnered up in my first serious relationship. I believe there are lessons in every relationship we enter but this relationship was a big one for me. Throughout this relationship I continued to attend and started to help run the youth group. I felt such a sense of purpose doing this, and this lead to me my soul calling. Through this youth group I experienced my first reiki session. I had no idea what reiki was, but was offered a session by a friend and found it really empowering. After this I left my girlfriend and continued following my dreams.
I was introduced to my first spiritual book, Notes from the Universe by Mike Dooley https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1851455.Notes_from_the_Universe
Through the workers support and the safety of the youth group I decided to pursue a certificate in Community Services, then went on to get my Diploma in Mental Health and Counselling.
I worked in Mental health for quite some time. I met my husband and my life really started to open up in ways I couldn't imagine. We went through Europe, got married, bought a house together and had kids. But spirituality and intuition still appealed to me in a big way. But without the support of my husband I fell off the path.
It was until I gave birth to my first child that I experienced a transformation of the mother. I experienced my second spiritual awakening, and for me it looked like I was going crazy. Instead of supporting me, my husband wanted to have me hospitalized. Again, I was proactive in my healing and began holistic counselling. It was here I was told I was an empath which explained so much for me. I wasn't going crazy, I was just feeling everyone's feelings.
I left my husband, just after I got pregnant with my daughter, and I hit rock bottom. I had been following this spiritual path for about 2 years at this point, and if anything did not align to it I would cut it out. At this point I receieved a life changing psychic reading where she told me that I had fairy blood and that my home was in the stars. I was very dedicated and excited for these abilities I was discovering. I had always been intuitive, but I felt this incredible calling to pursue this passion. I had always wanted to help people, and finally I felt like this was what I was meant to be doing.
I started to work on my own business Pixie Steps. During this I felt like I was healed, like I was ready to be a healer. I wanted to offer psychic readings and coaching. Throughout this time I devoured everything on spirituality and expanded my consciousness so much.
And then I hit another bump in the road. My second rock bottom After this incident I spent 3 solid months focusing on my healing again. But I didn't let it get in the way of launching Pixie Steps. I know I am still healing because we never stop healing, because we never stop having experiences.
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