Fighting a demon that won't go away
Spinning thru circles of hell in a way
Feeling my consciousness starting to fade
Dancing with smiles, it's my masquerade
I wanna be paid, I wanna be more
I Don't need another moment on the floor
In Fetal position, ready to die
Making me miss when I still felt alive
Seeing you worrying just hurts my soul
Fetterred by chains, losing control
Watching the cycles, they come and they go
When will they stop? I don't think I know
Glittering gold, the future is bold
Still I don't see it, black ice on the road
Slipping away, I'm about to roll
I'm rocking again, please keep me on the boat
Say it out loud, I know that it hurts
I think deep down that this therapy works
Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk
Fighting em out of me, truth in my words
I woke up again, in the middle of the night
My visions are blurry but still in my sight
I swear that this mood swing is taking my all
Swear on everything, I'll never fall
Heard my call, years before this
Writing my goals and checking off my list
Nonviolent so far, not throwing a fist
Just battling demons, you get the jidst
Sucking the life from my eyes, every day
Sadness is killing me, throw it away
Finding a reason, there must be a way
To clear the tsunami thats inside of me
Dodging waves only made them bigger
Torrential downpours and colder winters
Fight your battles when they come along
Holding them off, just makes them strong
(So)
Say it out loud, I know that it hurts
I think deep down that this therapy works
Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk
Fighting em out of me, truth in my words
I speak these lessons in case you're like me (just in case)
You know how to swim, you're just lost at sea (treading water)
Air out my laundry in the public wind
Giving out cleaning ideas for sins
Stand up and speak, there's no voice for the meek
Unless you raise yours, the dark thoughts never leave
You don't gotta believe me, I just need you to try
We all know the bleak reality we see is a lie.
Say it out loud, I know that it hurts
I think deep down that this therapy works
Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk
Fighting em out of me, truth in my words
Say it out loud, I know that it hurts
I think deep down that this therapy works
Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk
Fighting em out of me, truth in my words
