Inspired by https://soundcloud.com/chicago_word_brigade
Inevitable background noise is that noise of insidious, gradual, development of disease, disorder, and the desire to fall complacent to the inevitable background noise of the voices, the heartbreak, the PTSD, and the anxiety that comes with illnesses that are harmful to the body.
To fight it, to frickin' fight it, is the questionable resource available. Should I fight the disease that has taken me afar? Should I embrace it? Should I love myself anyways? The inevitable.... background noise.
And no matter how hard I try to fight it, it still comes in and causes a lot of destruction to my work, my play, and my relaxation processes. But I will never lose.
