First song considering primarily myself. This song is not meant to be listenable at first hand but merely just honest - musically and lyrically: overblown, extremes really far from one another, too slow, too fast, too long, too raw and too cheesy. Deep shadows & brilliant highlights (like this truly great Finnish band, HIM, had it written in the sleeve of their 3rd record); how I see my years under the sun and in the darkness, so far. Not too easy of a task digesting almost four decades into 22 minutes. And I hated mixing this one. There will be several improved versions coming (in my dreams).
