VERSE-1
Lonely nights i sit alone/ all by myself in the studio/ hand gripped hard on my phone/ still i have no-where else to go/ so i jot down all my thoughts/ put in the past all that ive lost/ I'm never worried about/ what life will cost/ still hard trying to be the boss/ im still alone and lost/ hearts cold as frost/ can you feel the chill/ i never get the thrill/ i still wonder what /it would be like / if i was young&the earth stood still/ I wouldn't be depressed/ i wouldn't feel so hexed/ or wonder why my lifes so perplexed/ but i know one thing/ id still progress/ to rise above the & give it my best/
VERSE-2
So lemme take u back/ back to when i was young/ way before i had a gun/ i would run/ just for fun/ always tried to be #1/in gym class they would laugh at me/ Sayin its only class/ why you passing me/ & automatically i never gave a fuck/ cuz its me myself Nd i/
my family never was accepted/ from the second of the wreckage/ taken all away from us like a watch or a necklace/ fuck a label i done had one every second of my life i dont wanna be directed!/
So im still alone/ all by myself/ preserved the worst /with no help/ still i chase my dreams/ so by all means/ take a trip in my heart to see what i mean/
(breakdown)
All these nights/ i lay awake/ i thank the lord my soul he saved/ 2 days after October 8th/ coulda been killed and met my grave/ never woulda been in this place/ to discuss all of my feelings/ and to get these old scraps/ off my plate/
