The most intimate and personal song to this date.. A quick glimpse of me and private moments with God. Share love and spread the word1 Gothic Rap is alive!
Lord If You:
Dear lord if you; Could ever fix my issues;
I promise to be a better man and never dis you;
No more names in vein;
No more late night games;
No more slinging on the corner, just to make some change;
I’m talking maken change; for every race and age;
I’ll help um stop seeing colors when they see a face;
I’ll help um see the love;
I’ll get them weened off drugs;
I’ll make sober, the new cool thing, to do in clubs;
I’d get the curse lifted, and make the church wit it;
I’ll make um see that any kind of man’s a man liven;
And these are hard times, for any man liven;
We all got a hand out, can’t catch what God’s given;
This is our lesson; This Alah’s message;
If we don’t change today, than we all destined;
To reap what we sow, all I know is pain;
But Lord if you takith away…
VERSE 2
Dear Lord if you, could keep my daddy clean;
I’ll never sell another drug, to a junkie fiend;
God all mighty, I know you reign supreme;
So please clear my mind, and erase my dreams;
cus I cry at night, when I face the things;
I chose crime, turned blind to the fate it brings;
Haunted by my past, took the path, of a demon king;
Fell off snake road, then rouse where the evil think;
I beg for God’s Glory; To change that story;
Give me a mother, that’ll live and die for me;
Then I’ll give you back, every girl I left lonely;
I’d repair the hearts, of all the ones, who tried to know me;
See no one showed me, And I aint know enough;
So i made some mistakes, when i was growing up;
All the blame’s apparent, had no parents yea I grew up rough;
But if they ever gave me love;
3rd Verse
Take me out this cell!
I can’t die in jail!
I don’t want my freedom took, I can’t feel I failed;
I don’t want that story told, She cant hear that tail;
Baby, I am sorry, but your daddy, he was born a male;
And a man grinds;
Or a man dies;
Forgive your mother, for her choice, she had her hands tied;
And Lord, you know, my intentions were good;
I tryed to get her out the hood;
