Fuck, it’s like
You never jus want talk
ever-y damn day, I get ever so more stuck,
You like bever-ly damn hills
Im jacking my Jill stop
Just bare-ly feel lots
Sin-cere-ly please stop
Un-fairi-Ly text up?
At 2 in the A M
I’m terribly still stuck
In merrily your web
I bare-ly hold on
You carry me still, drop
Don’t care how we end, up
Just care that the nights long
When heaven-ly sent love
Is staring at my wrongs
And saying that they right
But never to stay long
She ever to leave quick
And sever when gets hard
She’s stolen my step stones
Colder my heart grows,
Get older might stop smoke
Just don’t let the stars go
Been toking to keep hope
But open to new dope
Like focus an sweet growth
Like coping with love lost
Like letting one back in
The moments I keep closed
Go wherever we go
Go wherever we go
Go wherever we go
Chorus 1:06
You’re killing me sweet smoke
The sin of a seed sowed
We Finna be re-broke
Spending my last cent
You’re killing me sweet hope
Telling me we know
Better than they know
Pretending for the, show
You’re killing me, B, don’t
Keep telling yourself smoke,
Ain’t nothin’ but lil fun
Blood coming from your lungs.
You’re killing me sweet smoke,
You’re killing me sweet hope,
You’re killing me, b, don’t
Keep numbing and e-lope
Verse 2 (1:28)
When nothin done gone well
Keep nothin’ and leave young
I been a freak, numb, and a part of my Free-dom,
was just lost when I’s too young
N’ I tried to be real me
But I’s lost in a pill pop
And puffin I can’t stop
It’s something I can help
But something I won’t stop
Cause something inside broke
When I heard my love dropped
Another one gone young, but the first that
I’d real known, the worst is that she know
The reasons that she’s gone
The same that I keep smoke
The reason I bleed lungs
The pain that had pushed you
The same that’s in my bones
But still I’m going keep strong
Cause I promised that I would
You promised you’d say help
If ever was too much
But now that it’s too late
I think of it can’t sleep
The things that I coulda done
I carry like picked scars
The scariest thing is
I’m doing the same stuff
That fate should have picked you
Weighs heavily my heart
The heavens have plus one
Still see you in the stars.
Wherever that we go
Wherever that we go
Wherever that we go
Wherever that we go
That fate should have picked you
Weighs heavily my heart
The heavens have plus one
Still see you in the stars.
2:30
You’re killing me sweet smoke
The sin of a seed sowed
We Finna be re-broke
Spending my last cent
You’re killing me sweet hope
Telling me we know
Better than they know
Pretending for the, show
You’re killing me, B, don’t
Keep telling yourself smoke,
Ain’t nothin’ but lil fun
Blood coming from your lungs.
You’re killing me sweet smoke,
You’re killing me sweet hope,
You’re killing me, b, don’t
Keep numbing and e-lope
Bridge - 2:52
Done with the fiend broke,-
Still got time to be re-wrote
I’m trynna just keep hope
And smiling cause she knows.
I’m trynna be me more
It’s easy to act fake
It’s easy to lose hope
Ain’t easy to have faith
I’m trynna have real freinds
But none of them seem stay
Maybe it’s me, hate-
When it’s late and I think things
Been patient but waiting
Been changing but hated
Just numb it you ain’t young
you gone feel that la-ter
(3:15) outro
I’m jaded, cause day to day,-
This weight is the way to Change,
and the more that I show my face
Then the more that the haters hate
The more that I’m acting fake
The more that them haters praise
How finally I done changed
While locked in a cellar cage
A sell out my cell is pain
N I tell it on every page
But still I ain’t never change
Cause no-body really listen
I’m feeling them start to fade
I’m feeling the stars burn
I’m feeling the pain age,
But still I just keep kidding
I’m feeling a fucked feeling
The one when you’re stuck feeling
That everything fucked feeling
Fuck everything fuck feeling.