I got caught up in my own web again
Had to chew off my own leg
No desperate thoughts, just a calm head
Whole redefined, down one piece
Sad definition of heaven:
Distance from pain
I’m mean
I’ll never understand
You beat yourself right out of your skin
I’m miles away
hammering nails into both my hands
Just take my fucking head and flush it
For all the good it does me
put it on a pike
For all the shit it causes
How best to give good rest
to persistent thoughts
that won't relent:
To possess and exist
You put your fucking hands on my face
Tell me I can’t do this I swear I can
just please don’t Let go of me
I’m mean
I’ll never understand
