SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... it's been some time... aaaaaanndddd... i've just turned 22! Nope... it's NOTHING like Taylor Swift's song... it does not feel amazing. in fact, for me, it just felt more crappy - like the burden of responsibilities i carry got heavier (in my mind). if not for my close friends and sweet parents, my 22nd birthday would have been quite unhappy for me... and this is what inspired this lyric-rewrite xP I know i could have done better with the lyrics (it was done in lecture xP shhhhh) and i was facepalming while editing the recording cos i thought of so many better alternatives to the lyrics i wrote xP but ya'kno. i don't like to waste and I'm really REALLY swamped with my studies. so. ya. just gonna post it anyway. oh and sorry for my guitar playing. I have LEGIT not been playing for months.
the cringy lyrics are as follows:
it feels like the kind of night reality hits you
realize you're not a... kid now... no more
it feels like the kind of night, you're 6 feet under
responsibilities, uh-oh, uh-oh
yeah, i was happy free confused and lonely at the same time
it was miserable and magical oh yeah
tonight i can't forget about the deadlines, it's time
i don't know about you, I'm feeling 22
everything seems crashing down and i don't know what to doooo
you don't know about me, but you probably can tell
i don't feel like being an adult who is turning... 22
it seems like one of those nights, it just feels like too much
like i can't handle, uh-oh, uh-oh
it seems like one of those nights, i want to give up
drop out of college, and accept failure
yeah, i'm NOT happy free confused and lonely in a good way
it's miserable NOT magical oh yeah
but then you come around and help me up again, this time
i don't know about you, i'm feeling 22
everything's gon' be alright if i'm right there next to you
you know just what to say, to make me feel like i can
handle this transition and be the adult i need to be at... 22
22, 22, 22
it feels like the kind of night, we ditch the whole scene
and end up dreaming, instead of sleeping!
