LYRICS VERSE 1
The sky is dark, I’m counting stars,
Thinking to much, my memoirs/
From the past, I learned a lot,
But I got me a present that’s worth
Nothing because, it’s empty,
I didn’t pay enough attention, to me,
So now the future is all I got, it’s worth,
Just enough to not make life stop/
And that’s, the one thing that makes sense
To me/
But am I part machine with pulleys and wires?,
No gut feelings, But I got nerves and desires/
It got me here, for better and worse tho,
Horns protrude, through the halo/
HOOK
I wanna be good and do good,
I was what I was and I did what I did,
If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing,
Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/
VERSE 2
There is, a trail of blood behind me,
Stab wounds on my back, still bloody/
Bruises and scars, cover up my body,
My heart is, covered in stitches/
Bliss is hard to keep, I know the pain I barely
Sleep,
I’ve tripped and fell, I felt the flames from all
The hell/
Slept with devils, slept with angels, slept with a goddess,
When life was good, I grabbed it and Thought I got this/
But I didn’t, no I didn’t,
Sometimes it wasn’t couldn’t sometimes I just wouldn’t/
What was wrong with me, what was I thinking,
Body trembling, on this path I’m walking/
HOOK
I wanna be good and do good,
I was what I was and I did what I did,
If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing,
Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/
VERSE 3
So I am, who I am today,
From the pain I caused and came my way/
Broken down, angels hovered,
Demons gathered, but I recovered/
Parts of me, now stronger than ever,
Stronger heart, better sight more clever/
What didn’t kill me gave me bravery,
And hope to be and do better, hopefully/
I now smile more often, outside and within,
But this path is treacherous mistakes can still happen/
My life won’t be perfect, perfect doesn’t stay,
But to better myself will be every single day/
HOOK
I wanna be good and do good,
I was what I was and I did what I did,
If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing,
Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/
