VERSE(starts at 1:12. hang in there.lol)
You, it’s you who stole my heart at hello,
You, who took it away from the hell below,
You, you’re the one who grabbed me in close,
It’s you, yeah you and you held me when I needed it most/
You made my heart beat fast with joy maybe you didn’t know,
You brought life to my heart when it was beating slow/
You, throughout our love, always held me close,
But then something happened, and we let go/
And idk why, did the love in our hearts die?,
We were clasped, happy life in our grasp but
It all collapsed/
when I looked at you baby, I saw my world,
was stuck on you but we drifted apart like no
More gravity/
I drifted off to a big open space,(a lot of space)
Emptiness is what fate has me embrace/(lonesome)
Floating along wondering what happened in the
1st place,
Settled in my space but damn it the stars fucking
Show your face/
I can’t escape no matter the distance(I tried)
Why won’t fate have us live in coexistence/(why?)
Do you wonder too? Is the feeling mutual?
Is it neutral towards me or without me do you
Feel unusual?/
Are we ghosts, haunting each others lives,
Inflicting anguish hard to rid of like our backs are
Stuck with knives/
Do you feel what I feel?, is your life also bruised?,
Or like any love you had to give to someone else has all been used?/
Why should I?
Should I even try for you?
I really shouldn’t
I really do not, but a part of me does/
Why do I feel like this? Why can’t I get over this?
I want to fly freely, hope being feathers filling up my wings,
But every time hope appears, eventually it all disappears,
Because when I recall about us, my wings get burnt to ashes/
Without you is there bliss? Why reminiscence our romance?
Yes there was a love, but it’s mostly pain I can think of,
These feelings plague my mind, its death to love in no time,
These memories of us I need to bury in cemeteries/
This is driving me insane, this love has mainly brought me
Blood stains,
And idk what little joy from it makes it worth it to hold
On to this pain/
Maybe I’m part masochist, self worth lost in the abyss,
Maybe no value to me, guess I think I’m worthless/
So it’s time to let go, this pain can not grow,
But before I let this anger go, you should know/
Two middle fingers to you, no poetry in these words
It’s fuck you and your lies, I see through your disguise,
Life played a hand in this split but damn it so did you,
You played the winning hand by cheating and a good poker
Face too/
I held on to love and you were setting up your hand,
So fuck you and fuck you, and fuck you too but everyone
Know, I’m gonna make you love me or make you love me or
Maybe even you and any love I can muster I want to give to you!
And make YOU love me/
*Prod. Killing Spree*
