Dave Brisbin 4.26.26
What’s worse than not knowing something really important, the trauma of uncertainty? Not knowing that you don’t know is worse. Complete unawareness of a really important thing is a step back from, a block to the ability to even begin seeking. And what’s worse than that? Thinking that you do know when you don’t. Thinking you already know closes your mind, creates resistance when presented with anything new.
This is how it is with Kingdom—the most important thing Jesus is trying to convey. His entire message hangs on the experience of what he calls the Kingdom of God, and arguably, his entire ministry is an extended definition of what he means by that phrase. His friends thought they knew Kingdom. For centuries they’d been taught it was a physical kingdom to be created by a warrior messiah who would reestablish a sovereign Israel, fulfilling God’s promise to Abraham.
We think we know kingdom too. That it’s heaven, a reward after death we await if we’ve kept the contract implied by Law and church doctrine. After all, Matthew calls it the Kingdom of Heaven, but we don’t know that heaven/shemaya, was a euphemism Jews used to avoid saying the name of God. The irony is, technically we’re right…but we think we know heaven too. And even though Kingdom, heaven, God are equivalent in Jewish thought, we don’t know what we don’t know. Without understanding what Jesus means by heaven or Kingdom, we’ll never understand how he’s leading us to God.
Kingdom/malkutha is not a place or territory, but the experience of king and people in symbiosis, resonating together. The people don’t obey, they share the king’s vision and values. What are those? God/Alaha means unity, oneness, identification with all. Heaven/shemaya is immersion in that unity right herenow.
If we’re waiting for heaven, we’re not in kingdom. Or God.
Kingdom-heaven-God, is herenow, embedded in the field through which we walk. If we’re waiting for something, we won’t see it. Jesus is trying to show us it’s not what you think it is. It’s not what you think at all. Until you let go of everything you think you know, you can’t see what is already here.
