written, recorded, and produced by belak
co-produced by michael harrison
Lyrics:
Ooh,
I’m tryna make my way to you.
This feels like a nightmare,
and my dreams don’t ever fight fair,
so I’m tryna use my imagination
to go—oh—
to a different place inside my head.
But I don’t wanna try no more,
'cause I made up my mind,
and I’m so sure.
I’m fine.
You heard what I said:
I’m fine.
Guess I could be dead,
but I’m trying.
I’m alive instead,
and I’m trying.
I’m flying.
I’m up in this bitch, and I’m flying.
You can’t take me out of the sky.
Try and shoot me down,
but I’m trying.
Yeah,
play with thoughts that run around my head.
Sometimes I feel like I’m my only friend.
Imaginary people in the room,
they said, “Lately, man, you been depressed.
We don’t like when you come and kill the vibe.
When you were young, everything was fine.
Then you grew up and lost your mind.”
My imaginary friends kicked me out the squad.
How is what I have never enough?
I’d be fine just feeling all your love.
Head is spinning round, and round, and round.
I’ll be fine if you hold me down.
Down.
It’s not what it seems,
being alive without purpose,
trying to die when uncertain.
I already forgot what it means,
being alive and discouraged.
I’ve multiplied my insecureness,
and it’s okay 'cause—
I’m fine.
You heard what I said:
I’m fine.
Guess I could be dead,
but I’m trying.
(Ooh yeah, ooh)
I’m alive instead,
and I’m trying.
I’m flying.
I’m up in this bitch, and I’m flying.
(Fly)
You can’t take me out of the sky.
I’m trying.
(This, my, shit, go!)
You heard what I said: I’m fine.
Guess I could be dead, but I’m trying.
I’m alive instead, but I’m trying.
I’m flying.
I’m up in this bitch, and I’m flying.
You can’t take me out of the sky.
Try and shoot me down,
but I’m trying.
(Fall - haha, you are alone, child. There is only darkness for you, and only death for your people. These ancients are just the beginning)