Falling, but rather be strolling
in love, with
your eyes, I couldn’t recognize
still it was, at very first sight, or by the second time
and I would and really nobody should
pluck, or maybe I would
your nose, for you
yeah, and that is true
chins resting on our knuckles
made me chuckle, oh I gotta
Jump, tip toe around foes, cause maybe they don’t yet know
They’re still my friends, but if they don’t wanna help, it's not my mistake
alright. yeah. you get me? Yes? Good!
Would give, all my love to you, dear
and they could have some, of it
only and more likely, but if they’re not here
They’re simply lonely, only bootlegs, listening to boot camp songs
and who are you? And who am I?
I mean really? Who the f**k are you?
I’m starting, really starting
throwing my darts, shooting arrows, different ways
Lower self, finds glory between all my worries
And I, yes, how could I ever think, I would be writing this story
But you’re the one, who’s holding pencils, lending
And drawing stencils, even what for, are utensils?
Intense, speak of suspense, to look for you
Should and would
yes, yes, I get it. You’re good, and I did you wrong
And then I was spooked, when finally you
Started speaking to me, through all your signs
I see them now, and was wandering
How could it be, still and always wondering
who, in the world, are you?
Wanna tell you, wanted to send you to hell
you found me there, and I looked at you
with tears in your eyes, maybe this is the place
Sure of, very quiet, warm, pure
Bumble bees, and storks come in, to small swarms
Couldn’t ignore, what’s gliding above our heads
Wind and air, get me out of my own hair
Sing and share, thoughts and I bought
you nothing at all, hoped, a little bit of time
Would have been enough for us, too
For just a while, couldn’t even smile at you
Cause the thought of missing you
Lost my mind, while it was hissing, because of you
Trying to read your mind, oh what a waste of time
Better start to write, about what I saw, at least I thought so
What I felt, and the way you tried, you held me
High and made me get by, life felt like passing by
Without you around, but you never quite left my side
Always around, always down, for something to do
Would love it, just to do nothing with you
Always, felt my thoughts were passing around
Just you, and only you, oh how should, have, had
Just wanted to say, the boy knew
Wanna try if I can let the man know
That we might belong, gonna ask you once more
How should I have known? Should have only trusted
Tried just enough, trying too hard, and maybe started to care too less
But I’m starting, showing you my interest
Breadcrumbs, leading someplace
How near, or how far, I don’t know
Don’t think I even wanna know
Don’t think
Don’t think, boy
Hard to stop
You’re really hard to top
Cause you do nothing but hop
Through my mind, and through my tummy
you are, my higher self
my intuition, and yours is, always far ahead of me
Sent me to an institution, wouldn’t set me back
Gonna find my way back, swallow no medication
That doesn’t do me good, in some way or another
I know what does me good, most of the time
However I also got a lifetime to find
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© 2019 D. Funofsky
