My day started out dark. I got up at 7am and sarcastically said, "I should go to church" in a shitty voice out loud. I sat for a minute and said in a disgusted voice, "Fuck this shit" and went back to bed until 11am. I had coffee on the front porch and listened to last night's dj set and the neighborhood crows (I embraced their impending doom for a moment) for the heck of it. I brooded some more and ate linner at 2:30pm. At 3pm I texted my neighbor and told him, "this how we get to the point of mass shootings." I grabbed a beer and went to the back porch. I listened to Demon Fuzz and Cymande, all the while watching the neighbors act as though life is wonderful. I spray painted some items for an art project, and began this 'mixtape.' It starts out dark and brooding and then goes into a great and weird cult leader realm. I am happy now writing this, we'll see how the rest of the evening goes. Wait, just got pissed for a second that people think they are Marvel superheroes....thought stopping...thought stopping...thought stopping...............................