Yesterday there was a thunderstorm here. I was on the porch and Rocket got scared and went in the house to hide. I took off my shirt and took all the things out of my pockets and went out into the downpour. I let the rain beat on my body and face until I was soaked. I haven't felt so free and crazy in a long time. I sit here most days with depression and anger. It was beautiful and wonderful to let the rain wash that all away for awhile. Today I saw Once Upon A Time In Hollywood. Dear diary, Lol!