Dear Diary,
At least I can make myself laugh and I don't take myself too seriously. Certain people in my life make it very hard to get things done logically. I have to be a goddamn zen master. Lack of respect and nary listening to what I have to say make me crazy. These people are genetically related to me in other words, blood. Also, I have been trying to get a job for years. Everyone is on my case and it seems the world wants me on my knees. In regard to a job. I am not sure I could do a regular job. I have seen too much to just take orders from some boss that has no idea what I have been through and experienced. Let alone co-workers who act like imbeciles. Especially during the pandemic. I really don't think I could work with a Karen or Kevin for example. On another note, I saw a post on social media from Ice Cube, this is not an exact quote but, rang true yesterday. 'Even if you are not into conspiracies or paranoid theories, You have to honestly admit there is something very wrong with our world right now.' So, I guess be a Goddamn Zen Master
...Ohmmmmmmmm...Goddamnit....Ohmmm...