When I attempted suicide in 1999. I awoke in a hospital bed and was fed a solution to repair my body after the countless pills I took to kill myself. In waking moments in the hospital I watched the Travel Channel. I dreamed of getting away to those amazing places. Since then my family has traveled all over the United States and abroad. I have worked less than adequate jobs, been on food stamps and, visited psychological councilors and doctors. Rotting away in the vampiric system. As I watch others travel and prosper. I trust no one as they continue to suck my blood in their money driven religions and philosophies. Which is based in a hillbilly mindset. Putting words in my mouth and turning the blame on me. And we continue to wonder why I am the way I am..?! Lmfao until I am completely consumed by death by the unconscious. If they are conscious, these are the white devils black folks speak of. They say they pray for me or is it preying on me.
*IN STEREO!!!!*
