As you become more and more self-aware. You'll stop holding on to things that make you cool and/or, trying to prove something. Just doing things is enough. You'll also get a lot of hate mail and, people wondering if that is really you. Who knows maybe it's not but, they should just let you go on your path. Still, the hate mail. And, it doesn't come without anger. Applying meaning to things is a double edged sword. Meditation doesn't always bring happy thoughts. It's a grey area, if you will.
"Let the music be your master." -Led Zeppelin
"I died a million times and, I picked my culture well." -Dave Wyndorf
Tune in and don't drop out,
Dj Lipton
P.S. My dog was looking out the window very intently so, I joined him and asked him some questions about why he was on high alert? I got no answer but, it felt good to get a bit on his level and look out the window for a minute or so.