I sit sometimes in silence. My ex-girlfriend used to ask me how I could do that. No T.V. , no music, etc. Just sitting and thinking, planning and, introspection. Exactly, thinking is dead. She told me years after our break up that her job was using her. I could have told her that nine years ago. I even think I did. Some people take along time to wake up some never do.
Today, I went reluctantly to build a bench with my brother. I stood in the cold for two hours while we built it. I would have rather gone to play pinball and have a couple beers. But, he said, this sounded like fun. He said, it sounded like fun. Disregarding anything I wanted to do. Later we brought the bench to my house. No one will ever sit on it. People don't come to my house regularly. Then I said to him, do you want to go get some dinner somewhere? He gave me a lame excuse about cooks with dirty hands and that he ate Mexican food and it made him fart so he didn't want to go out to eat. Again, thoughtless. A brain filled with slag from a pit in a steel foundry. At times in my solitude I feel my dog has more common sense and logic. Duh...
"Don't attempt to think or depression may occur." -Jello Biafra
Google the quote about newspapers by Malcolm X.
Also, Steve and your clones and minions, apologies are not needed. I won't forgive you.
In Bitterness,
Dj Lipton (Thaddeus Oswald)
The artwork for this mixtape was created solely by me. This music is by other artists that I think are cool. I just spun them on my record players.