I want to learn how to think again. Want to learn how to figure this all out. Want to grow and not shrink again - Learn to rise and now shrink again - Know when to push on and when pull out. I want to learn how to walk again - To be able to pass each mile with style. Want to learn how to talk again - How to beat writers block again - How to wake up each day and make you smile. Do you think I might have left it too late? Only yesterday, today was called tomorrow. As the calendar turns date and date, I've been feeling some aches and pains - I think it's probably growing pains. I want to learn how to play again - To be able to win and still be friends. Not get in my own way again - Make you happy to stay again - Want to have more ". . . and next up"s than ends. I want to learn to be me again. I know I used to be good at all this stuff. To be more "wait and see" again - And find myself space to breathe again - And to know when to know enough's enough. And you're right that I've been leaving it late. This time yesterday, today was called tomorrow. And the calendar turns date after date - I've been feeling some aches and strains - I think it's probably growing pains. Is there anything else that could explain? I don't think that I have left it too late - Even though yesterday, today was called tomorrow . . . I want to learn to forgive again - So I can take a "why" for an eye. To be more "Well, what if . . . " again - I want to learn how to live again. I want to learn how to give all this a try. I want to learn how to live again.