Lyrics:
Everytime I took a step back its cause I was being pushed forward,
Always wished my life was better so I always prayed for it,
All my screams all my anger please god you just cant ignore it,
All these lies and all this pain you know the devil lives off it,
Im so tired, im so sick, of feelin like i don’t equal shit,
Even when you say you love me that hole that’s in my heart is still not complete,
It doesn’t matter what you try to do, it doesn’t matter what you try to say,
Until the day I die, I will always stay jin hwan jae
Im just to far, im just too gone, in this life that’s one on one,
It may be sad it may even hurt ive lost the battle but the war ive won,
No matter what stands in my way im ready loaded ive cocked the gun,
Nobody better try to stop me, until I die ill make sure his will be done!
The will to change, is somewhere deep, drifting away in the hours of sleep,
Unchain me from, this hell of a soul, let me be free, let my story unfold,
Im still blind but one day will see, all the effort and love you have given me,
But if I die before I wake, I pray for my demons my soul to take!