this is my good bye song to someone who was a big part of my life, took me two years and finally got the closure I wasn't expecting but showed me I was just a toy to her
yet loving her was easy, and seeing who she really is hurt more because it's hard to hate the person that is your world and has your world in the palm of her hand.
to be short of this after two years of depression and mental isolation, I was given 2 days of pure joy, believing my life would finally be filled with the missing pieces I've desperately needed.
but ghosted back to the suffering of the void that was before that late night call that almost changed the pit.
Moral of this is Don't toy with someone's heart for your selfishness, we don't know how truly strong that might be.
especially with there children. they might take there life. to just end the suffering.
this song is for you ary I hope you find peace in this and never suffer what you gave me. love our son and keep him safe I love you both GBFTLT
