Lost my mother and haven’t been the same
Coming back home to my city and I don’t chill wit gang
My feelings changed, Yeah I’m still in pain
But I can’t let the devil take me out and let him kill the flames
I quit alcohol and slowed up on my weed intake
I quit my job fixing computers because I need my space
And that was not an easy day, no more getting easy pay
Problems never keep away, but we just find the key for change
I could buy my ticket back and probably just leave today
But there’s some things that I still need to say
I’m sorry to my nikkas for back-tracking in the system
Sorry for not believing in myself before I listened
Depression creates the space, but man I hate the distance
Now I know just where I need to be, and that’s in persistence
Shoutout to my brothers cause they helped me with decisions
Used to be a Pisces man because my logo had the fishes
Plan to see my god mom, nephew, sister and my nikkas
But I might only get to see a few before I’m missing
I ‘ll be back in some time then it’s time to really kick it
But for now, feet on the ground, I gotta get in position, I'm leaving...
