The way i'm speaking to this girl
It's peaking my anxiety
Fixated on you
But the truth, it seems a lie to me
One minute it's blessed
Next meet
With Cardiac arrest
Like my hearts' been
Straight ripped out of my chest
Like what's next for us
I got as close as i can to be
Cos what matters to me is the connection that we lack to see
It's like i'm way too inside my head
For any of this to make sense
You don't know how much I want you
I want this to be re-real
Every time I ask are things ok
It's always the same, it's always the same
Yeah fine i'll ring you back, but I never hear back
Have I gone insane? it's mad
Like what to expect from a lad that's trying to comeback from heartbreak
What do you expect from me? it's private, she say
It's all on lockdown
We don't need ya involved in our business
Why keep me involved in your business? ah? man it's wicked
The push pull back and we haven't even had our kiss yet, or our own kids yet
So why have we started it off with that the way that it ends with?
You don't know how much I want you
I want this to be re-real
Well, well, well
Here we are
Thought we would go far
But we couldn't even start
Couldn't get passed what was held up in the past
No you couldn't let go
Thought we tried so hard
Whatever was holding you back
Guess i'll never know
Cos I know where your priorities at
Not walking away from love
Just based on what you have shown me
Not loosing you
Just the cycle that owns me
You don't know how much I want you
I want this to be re-real
You don't know how much I love you
(you, don't, no you don't know)
I want this to be re-real
(I want this to be real)