I made this set the night before checking into rehab for substance abuse. After 5 years clean I had a little slip up and I was angry at myself. I am literally dropping in tracks at full volume with no cross fade so you can hear how angry I was just in the abrupt mixing and track selection. But the last song really tells you how I felt at the time. This is a DJ therapy session that I've named "Last Night on Nerf," It felt like my last night on earth, except Sasha has already copyrighted that phrase and Nerf seemed like a good play on words and nerf could be any substance people abuse.
Life is a thousand percent better when I am sober and for those of you who might be out there struggling with addiction you need to know that there is life after dope and it is FAR better than what you think it will be. You just need to get past the first 30 days before you will start to see it. Don't be a pussy, ask for help. A truly strong person has no fear of looking weak. True strength is gentle and reaches out for help instead of isolating. Don't let pride or fear make decisions about how to manage your life. These are the tools of the adversary and he is not your friend. Misery loves company. "Don't let the bastard grind you down." -Bono.
