At my friend's zuded trying to get that feeling of knowing not talking about hygh but like what is the life I live......... I FEEL so twisted the guy I'm with I don't know if he's real it's on the internet anyway Idk it's like he all the way in the UK and I'm making songs about my ex........ I MESSED UP WITH HERE BECAUSE I THOUGHT SHE COULD DO BATTER!!!!!!!!!! Turned out she didn't love me she want me that I learned when I was still confused or maybe she thought she was tried of my confused ass....... I NEVER SLEPTED WITH HERE BECAUSE I still wanted to be a kid but, as a albout I didn't because I believe I would hart here that I was to much for here because..... I LOVE AND ONLY WANTS AFTER I wish I could but I can, so I slept around my early 20's just to be able to get over it but it mad it warse....... I felt like I was a sexual but I was just metaly inpared...... sexually indopendent lake of will to have sex out of fear of self intranet or desigas....... MY INOUTMOSIS IS Incompetent for metal tram from experience that is though the cerebellum frontal lobe and the constant reatchin to it. Fix on passing that I froce high though into a reality scap to excap sach as the past and metal past insadints,,, high though works to multiple possessions though to the lake of belief in one reasonings for on my stat I feel more love form angle and even demons and Deatins and the one and only God then people but, that's not true as a grown man and never was for my family. I just want to be see as how I am and the good I do as a artist but,,,,, it doesn't matter...... I understand I don't make money....... I can I just don't want to........ I....I.....I.....I hart myself because....... I enjoy pain emonshnol pain but...... I knotes it's hurt other people I love........ I can do batter but, IM AT MY WAST WHEN I SOBER MY FAMILY WANTED TO ITMEET ME AFTER I INVASTID 100 IN APPLE AND HADE TWO JOB INTERVIEW'S. I WAS UP ALL NOT BECAUSE I WAS MAKING MONEY OFF OF BIT CORN BUT, I GOT IN A SLUMP BECAUSE MY CARD GOT SNACK OTHER STORY. I JUST LOVE THEM AND WILL DO BATTER FOR THEM FOR ME.
