Infatuated (Breathe Again)
“*chorus*
I’ve been looking in your eyes, like,
Every time I close my eyes and
I can hear your voice inside my head.
I’ve been dancing all alone just
Wishing you would come along and
Rocking back and forth upon my bed.
A break down
Yeah, I’m a delusional mental case.
Can’t get my head down from outer space.
Why is it always that I’m afraid?
Feel like I’m nothin’, that’s not the case
Who is this monster I see in the mirror?
Disgusting and sickly and so full of terror,
And desperate to prove what the demons are screamin’
That life is too hard for a lover to live.
Got so much to give, but afraid of rejection,
Now driven insane by his own desperation,
He’s clawing and biting and scratching at hands
That would feed him in times that he’d need them to stand.
*pre-chorus*
Infatuated, wish I could get you out my dreams.
So glad you made it.
Now you can kill the rest of me.
*chorus*
*pre-chorus*
*chorus*
No, tree of life turns to stone.
My life is forfeit now.
Bring about the prophecy of self-fulfilling nature.
If you don’t expect a thing then they won’t ever disappoint.
Self-destruction, immolation, social suicide,
And I can’t even count the times I wish that I had really died.
So let’s stop and take a deep breath.
Focus on what matters.
Distracted by
Medical remedies, some kinda therapy,
Cheshire cats n the maddest of hatters.
Exhale the sorrows your image has brought to me,
Let go of memories. Trying to breathe easy.
You were a lifeline I should have ignored
Because you were the last that my life could afford.
So I can breathe again.
Yeah.
Yeah.”
