prod. by; Blair
Lyrics;
Hold on, what did you say?
I think I must've misheard. Is this nerd really tryna rap?
It's absurd the amount of people with no purpose
with their words
Giving up, slowing down, shutting up, no time
to pout, need to get fucked up before I go about
My day I'm blazed up any second, bitch don't
try me with that vibe checkin' all that dumb shit I won't be gettin'
I'm not meant to be here, have I mentioned?
In my perspective I'm perplexing the path
Must avoid the reflexes but I can't adapt,
I'm just doing that, moving back
Get a view of the bigger picture, now I wanna
move it back
Who is that, standing looking wack, me sitting
still lacking the emotion
Still trapped in the commotion, wrapped up
in the lowest form that you could be
Hatred, agony, pain yeah it's all I see
Forgot what it means to be happy, too many
demons tryna stab me, or some premonitions tryna grab me
Only focused on what's happening and to that
I'm still wondering while I'm wandering and pondering about my upbringing, my arise from nothing
To the shit I got yeah it's mostly thanks to me, worked to get the dough so I could smoke the dope
I don't know what's the meaning, every situation
feels like a meeting that I want no part of being
I would rather be seeing a blank TV or the
walls I'm fleeing
Wanna get out but I am keeping still retreating,
broken down and beaten
Conceited to myself and erased the reasons
Now I'm nothing but a waste of breathing,
see me the same season to season, need a cease and desist for the list of why I exist
Done with this shit, I've had enough of all
of it, my own bluff I'm calling it
'Cause my death I'm stalling it, in the alleyway
I don't want your wallet, I been ballin'
Now you're paying with your life don't try
me with that shit bitch, I'm not that type of guy
I can't listen to these lies just know what
I say doesn't match what's in my mind
Have to mask my opinions, put on my disguise
Can't fit into this game any longer, hitting
bongs don't wanna die a martyr
Rather be flying farther away from this place,
blast me off into space
Now an alien race may dissect my face, wake
up in the same state, rip it down and walk away
No point in tryna talk today, I'm stuck locked
inside a blockchain , smashed my brain, don't ask again what's my name
Yeah I said call me K, then she drops, going
'til I say stop
Had enough, time to make that guap, smoke
that bud whatchu want
If you near me better watch out 'cause I got
the whole house 'bout to run your ass back to the hole now
Don't even ask how, fuck off if you leeching,
I'm seeking while being misleaded, mistreated
I'm a Heathen, never looking up to Jesus,
going 'til I'm deleted
Still one way or another you won't make it
back home
Time for you to meet my chrome, we ain't talking
browsers,
Light him up like Bowser, sniper in the tower,
shooting with my Mauser, turn around and blow it up while I'm smokin' sour
Throw the roach in the gasoline, boom while
I walk away you engulfed in flames but you still ain't hot, no not today
