prod by. Blair
Lyrics;
Okay yeah, I think I get it now,
I'm never meant to let it down, always hoping for a better route,
Maybe just the easy way out, 'cause I'm blazed to the face off some A-grade flames,
Separate me from my fate, ash shall be my only gate
Lessons learned on a daily rate,
I'm confessin' everyone around me is so fake,
I don't know why I stay up so late, eyes closed thinking 'bout the whole day,
Now way to escape, I'm just always on the chase,
Wishin' I was dreaming but I'm still wide awake,
Why do I take any reason to make another mistake?
I'm just about to break, no need to wait, let it all inflate until I evaporate,
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank,
and I cannot think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same,
Way too bleak, way too bleak
Still I catch myself staring at the wall,
Wondering if I lost it all,
If I'm meant to fall why should I try I'm just tryna stall,
Questions I found I once scrawled,
Now I ask around and the answers more dissolved,
I guess the meaning will never be solved,
It'll take a few more centuries before we evolve
In between two revolutions, generation of pollution,
Destination is the ruins, realization of our roots, how we're all so doomed,
Incantations more illusions, less conclusions more institutions,
Humanity tuned to computers,
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank,
I can not think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same,
Way too bleak, way too bleak
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate,
Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate,
Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate,
Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state,
Everyday feels the same, way too blank
