As you stare across the pond
Looking past the lotus flowers
You’ll see a garden full of roses
Dandelions sunflowers
In between all that is my dead body with a knife stuck in my heart
Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain
Fragments of my memories all clouded by your touch
Fuck who you pretend to be that’s not the girl I want
But it’s you
Now I think I understand the shit you do
I’m a fool
Should have known that I meant nothing more to you
Let’s pretend we never split apart and went our separate ways
We could be together now you’ve got my blood all on your blade
If I offer all of me would you watch me enter this grave
Would you die with me tonight with both your hands holding my face
Girl that’s all
Girl that’s all
I’m appalled
I’m appalled
Dead in moss
Dead in moss
Spirit lost
Spirit lost
Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain
Suffer in silence you’re nowhere around babe
I cannot fathom a world without seeing your face
I let you in you’re nowhere to be found babe
Left me to perish now I live inside of your brain
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
I been longing for your touch I think you’re tryna kill me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
All I wanted was your love I let you see the real me
