In a moment of poignant insight, I realize that the abuse and trauma I've experienced over decades has placed me beside myself. As much as I've achieved in my life, I wonder how much I am REALLY capable of? What will it take for me to come home to myself, to reclaim who I am, to actualize my gifts and abilities, truly? Piano music: "Katy, Ray of Hope" - composed and performed by Jessica Roemischer