Written and recorded: Clifton
Produced: Taigen
Mixed: Simeone
Artwork: Haichii Art
Lyrics:
Sometimes the only way I feel in control
Is if I lose my mind
And I know you'll be there
Gotta watch your back
Cause you never know who watching
And you never know whos got you
Cause they're always tryna pop you
First you find a way to stop it
All a sudden you cant be trusted
Everybody messed up
And you keep getting messy
So you relapse again
And you relapse again
You thought you really had it
But you really didn't grasp or understand
So you chanced it
Just to make a lil magic
And you relapsed again
The liquor, pills, smoke, no joke
It really builds up til you go
I've been trying to keep afloat
Keep a rope but
Corporate wars leave a few new boats full of dope
And I've been on the road more than most of em
Not trying to fade away and turn into a ghost on ya
So I explore and i experiment in post production
That's one way to trick yourself into sober living
Bridge
Chorus
Ya keep trying and it seems fruitless
Trying to keep it cool, and not show weakness
But the ceiling keeps closing in
And everyone is chosen now
They say the cycle is easy to break out of
But ya gotta have yourself, the doctors getting paid
They're gonna call you crazy, be your best friend anyway
And make sure you're reading
Because knowledge is emancipating
Bridge
Chorus
Drug is a powerful word
Define it, refine and find what works for you
Because a word cant be evil
Unless you're afraid of the meaning
And we didn't agree on which
Conditional definition was recommended
Or which direction family friends or president best reflects my wishes
The point is what will keep you from death
Its not that technical
