My Fear
I am kinda scared of what's going on
Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2)
I am kind of scared,
I can feel again,
Or at least I think I can,
I’m terrified,
cause I'm not quite sure,
I don’t want to be the man that I was before,
I can feel myself shifting,
My spirit lifting, lifting
And falling back down,
falling back down
I hold on to these chains
Oh so tightly
If I let go,
Will I walk the same path?
If I let go,
will be lost once again,
Drawn to the familiar,
Running back to the past,
Am I going nowhere?
I am not ready,
No one ever is,
I fear these returning emotions,
I hold these chains, yet I have the key
I do not move,
But pray someone will set me free.
I am kinda scared of whats going on
Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2)
I'm constantly confronted with my demons,
I try to kill them but they just keep breathing,
I watch silently as the voices keep screaming,
On the outside I'm fine, while the inside keeps bleeding,
But I will not be beaten,
I'm the master of my mind,
even if I'm weakened,
I don't like to lie, sometimes the Devil creeps in,
He comes in many forms,
many languages he speaks in,
He shows me my temptations because I am from Eden,
He wants to steal my Soul,
that is all he's seeking,
As I search for God,
my faith begins to deepen,
So I follow Jesus Christ and
He becomes my teaching.
I am kinda scared of whats going on
Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2)
