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There's no room for me up at the table
Even though I'm always at the head chair
Like I'm flipping through channels with no cable
Waiting for somebody else to care enough
To pull me up, take your medicine
Yeah you might get better feel adrenaline
What do you about you know about what's fair
12 count by the way you stare
Up that dose and cause catastrophe
Hypnotize myself with a flashing light and hope it goes away
Didn't choose to stay awake at night I think that's outta my range
No I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning cartilage bursting who does that appeal to
Is it you is it you don't you feel the same old pain
Around me no not me I'm not one to stay the same
Gotta change it up, no I'm not sad I just got good luck
And those times you see me whilin
See the struggle through the smilin once again
I'll look down inside and say
I guess it's all of my fault
Hypnotize myself with a flashing light and hope it goes away
Didn't choose to stay awake at night I think that's outta my range
No I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning cartilage bursting who does that appeal to
Is it you is it you don't you feel the same old pain
Around me no not me I'm not one to stay the same
