spread myself so thin until I just disappear
Relive it all it’s never ending watch me fall in fear
If only tangible then maybe we could have a chance
this is unavoidable we’ll never change our stance
unlearning, behaviors, more rewarding than you ever really know
When i walk around feel my aching bones
Ever kick the bucket kick from under my sole
said that I was yours but it never really showed
look at me know it was i that chose
this path is long on a very thin road
and don’t look back go forget what you saw
I’ll change my name while I withdraw
my old self never left I’m here within this outer layer fought to be the surface had to claw
My way had to be out on top
it never stops it never stops
the ignorance it hurts to watch
I can’t believe the time on the clock
My time is nearing follow on
we’ll find a way out wait another minute
cause the process has started nearly finished
tryna feed me lies and deceit ceit ceit
I been keepin all tabs and receipts ceipts ceipts
no I can’t be the one to keep every little burden
never know what’s next always feeling uncertain
Take a long look go and open up that curtain
take a deep breath yeah you’re finally out
you’re alive now walk on the surface
